Well Saturday afternoon I started to feel really sick. Saturday night I had a fever and chills and hot flashes, it was TERRIBLE :( I did manage to get to bed early because my alarm was set for 3:00am Sunday morning, WOW EARLY! I got up and told my husband I don't think I can do this. I felt soooo sick. I still had a fever and my body ached all over. My husband told me he knew I could do it, just go and finish the race. He knows I am not a quiter and I would be very disappointed with myself if I didn't atleast try to do this race. So I got dressed and we headed to Epcot. The whole way there I just kept thinking that I wasn't sure I could do this. We got to the parking lot and wow there were alot of people there, it was crazy. It was a gorgeous morning and most people were in their tutus, skirts or shorts but I was dressed for the Canadian winter....I was freezing.....it was the fever talking. Here I am before leaving my family for the very long walk to the start. I am in my warm throw away clothes that I thought I wasn't going to use because the Florida weather had been so nice. Don't I look so thrilled?
So I left my family and took the long walk to the start line. They said it was a 20 minute walk but it felt like and hour. Then I was going to Corral A (hahaha.....so not a corral A day) and that was all the way in the front, even more walking, I was already exhausted and I hadn't started running yet :( I got into corral with 15 minutes to spare. I went off to one side and really just wanted to be alone. I had no emotions at that point what so ever and all I could hear around me is excitement and joy I just wanted to roll into a ball and cry.
Here I was at this race that I thought I would probably never run, the most fun and magical race ever, surrounded by all these amazing women and I could not enjoy it or even appreciate it. It was a very depressing situation. I could not wait to get this fuckin race over with....sorry but that was my exact feeling at that moment.
A few minutes before the race was to start, the Fairy Godmother did a little speech and then the fireworks went off.
So corral A is off, including sick me. I started off way to fast, I should have gone to a different corral but I didn't. After mile 1, I was completely exhausted and wanted to grab a cab to the finish line. I was also looking for the porta potty and this was a reaccuring event every half a mile, oh yes it was a terrible experience.
So I knew I would have the worst race of my life and I said I would start stopping for pictures with the characters. Here is the first character on the course:
The pirates were actually a bit scary so when I saw these set of characters I was quite happy, the princes:
So this was the WORST race EVER! I felt like I was going to pass out every moment along the way. I did not enjoy the race at all. I am jealous of all the people that actually enjoyed this race. I have been seeing race reviews of this race all over blogworld and it just makes me so sad. I wished I could have that experience but my experience was one of pain and depression.
The only thing that was positive was when my daughter jumped the line and ran the rest of the way with me she said, "Mommy I am so proud of you for running the race and not giving up this morning." I hope I taught my daughter a valuable lesson with this horrible experience. The lesson to not give up and to always try your hardest!
So I am determined to run this race again!
Oh sweetie - I am soooo sorry that it didn't go as you had hoped. You know it's not because you are really slow or you didn't train. You were sick. You can't help that. I hope you do take away the experience of running with your daughter at least and knowing you'll be back. I know you will ;-)
ReplyDeleteHugs, so sorry that you had such a bad experience :( I hope that when you run it next time its as magical as it should be!
ReplyDeleteMy God you're a strong woman. That sounds like my version of hell on wheels.
ReplyDeleteAnd I'm so glad that you've said you're going to run this race again because your whole post I kept on thinking that you had some unfinished business. Next time it will be great!!!
BTW how cute is your daughter finishing with you? Total sweetie! :)
When you run a lot of races, not everyone of them is going to be good. Chalk it down to experience. But..you have to be pleased with yourself for the mental training accomplished in that race. You did it. You finished even though your body didn't want to even start.
ReplyDeleteI'm so proud of you! You really did a great job. Be happy with that. Hope you're feeling better.